childlessness

There are some sadnesses that colour everyday life, even though we don’t talk about them.

Something about Christmas makes the holes in your life feel – well, hole-ier. The business

The world makes no sense. Today I’ve been praying for  a couple whose twin babies

When I was small, I used to spend Sunday afternoons helping Granny with her jigsaw.

Sunday morn I was teaching  the kids about Jacob and Esau. I’d done my prep,

Some thoughts on getting through: 1. plan together what you’ll say when asked ‘why don’t

Back to the baby doc today. We’re reviewing  Cycle 2: What Went Wrong, (tagline: ‘The

Is Anyone out there NOT Pregnant? ANYONE?? I jest.  (hahahaha).  But seriously. STOP.  HAVING.  BABIES.

It’s been a day of loops. Like a song, stuck. Got in the shower.  Shampooed

At 8.30 this morning, the hospital phoned. Our embryo died last night. We don’t know